In the nightlife, do you still feel your pain?
LonelyWell. . I've been. . very depressed. During the school year, I get upset about trying to keep my grades up (Math is always the hardest subject for me), my so called 'friends', and about guys, mainly the one who I had the biggest obsession with since the summer before my freshmen year (who I have gotten over, by the way. I found out he has a girlfriend about a year ago).
About my so called 'friends', I'm not referring to ALL of my friends. I am only talking about a few of them. And the reason I am upset about them is because I feel like they ignore me most of the time. I mean, they pay more attention to one of my best friends than me. I feel left out when I'm with these people whether we're talking, walking somewhere, and just pretty much anywhere or at anytime. I'm sick of it, and I feel really miserable around them. I don't wanna ditch them though because my other friends are unavailable to hang out because of either two things:
a.) we don't have any classes or anything together, so we never see each other
b.) we aren't very close
Sorry there's no c or d lol. But anyways, the other thing is that I'm really, really shy, so I don't usually go up to people I don't know and befriend them. Usually I wait for them to talk to me, or I talk to them when we're paired up for a project or something. So I don't make new friends all the time, and I am afraid of being alone. So I feel that if I ditch them, that I won't have anyone left. It really sucks that my other friends who actually make me feel happy aren't able to hang out a lot because of choices a and b. And my two best friends from my old school go to other high schools, so I don't see her and him except for every now and then.
I asked my mom if I could transfer schools but she likes the school I currently go to, so the answer was a no. She suggested that I confront them but the thing is, I don't like confrontation. So I really don't know what to do.
Looks like junior year is gonna be a blast. . *sarcasm*
Oh and also I have been a bit down since I had to get over HiM. I mean, I really hoped that he was 'the one'. So now I'm hoping I'll meet someone else, who's nice, and of course cute. And I did actually meet someone through my cousin. He's a year younger than me and he's nice and funny. There may be a chance that he likes me cause he has run his hand through my hair twice, he has hugged me, he hits me playfully, and he always looks at me when we walk past each other. But I don't get to see him often. .
I SUCK at driving. Like seriously. I hate it! And I really wanted my driver's license. But it looks like I won't be getting one anytime soon.
Me and my mom argue quite often. One time we got so mad at one another that she said she would kick me out if I kept 'disrespecting' her. And I told her I would be happy to run away. But when she apologized the next day, she said she didn't mean it, about the whole 'kicking me out' thing. But it still hurt, and I still think about running away from home sometimes.
The last thing that has been bothering me. . I really miss my online best friend, Zenia. I went on this forum me and her used to go on all the time (I left for a while and I recently went back on). But I noticed she isn't there. So I've been looking for her (I noticed she has a DA account) which is why I logged back into my DA account after such a long time. But she hasn't been on her DA account for a year. So I'm worried she may not see my message to her. And I really, really miss her.
And that's about it. . thanks for reading. Hope I didn't waste your time. Oh and to all my DA friends, I missed you all!
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Be Wicked
Be Popular
Defy Gravity
Dance Through Life
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Carolynn a Wilbur Robinson lover. And A fan of Carsdude!
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Be Wicked
Be Popular
Defy Gravity
Dance Through Life
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Carolynn a Wilbur Robinson lover. And A fan of Carsdude!
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Life is so exciting with a bag of dirt
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Carolynn a Wilbur Robinson lover. And A fan of Carsdude!
most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I received this letter
from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and within a week,
everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,
this
really
works!!!!
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1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with 3
times!
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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week and say
it to your self 6 times!!
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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 times!!!
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4. Think of something that you want to happen between you and that
1special person and say it to your self 12 times!!!
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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as you scroll
down focus and concentrate on it and think on nothing else but that wish.
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Now make one last & final wish about that one wish that you picked.
After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and what
you wished for will come true within in one week!
u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
crush!!!
Keep going
down
Keep going
Keep
going
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Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your last chance. Now
pay very close attention this important message!
Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda chain
letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1864 and if you
break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing these
stories.
First Example:
Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl, up till she got this same
chain letter. She had a crush on the same kid since kindergarden. when she
got this mail she didn't pay any attention to it. She just thought, no big deal.
And deleted it. The next day her dad got fired and her mom dies in a car
crash. If she would have sent the letter none of that would have happened
and her mom would be alive.
Second Example:
Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd. Had glasses, was
short and chubby, was in gifted. All the signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51
people in the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd
grade. The next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for
him ever since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out,
and of course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew up
and
married each other to live happily forever.
Third Example:
Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get ya hooked. Listen to this.
A kid named Jordan Johnson was just getting on AOL to check his mail.
He was a quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek either. he was just
normal. He saw he had mail from his friend. It was this exact letter. Now
Jordan Johnsen was a smart kid and he knew what could happen if he didnt
pass it on. He simply pulled a few friends from his buddy list and sent it
along. The next day, about that same time, he got a phone call. It said he
had won the lottery!
then his dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him
Nintendo64 and play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer,
and his best friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and Limp
Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin' wild!
the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been going out
ever since.
Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i'd rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but thats only
me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go out withthat
special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you send this to-
1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life..... forever!!!!!
10 people- your crush will say they like you as a friend...... ONLY!!!!!
15 people- your crush will say they like you
20 people- your crush will ask you out!
25 people- your crush will kiss you!!
30 people - Your crush will have sex with you
35 people or more- All of the above!!
Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have everything u wanted, and more!
Now, complaining cus u dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go in a chat
room, pick some names and send away! but here's the catch..... you only
have 1 hour
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Me: I am Harry Potter's lover
Harry: This has been Potter approved
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You can dream, create, design and build the most wonderful place in the world, but it requires people to make the dream a reality.~Walt Disney
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~It's like a tanktop!
cHECK OUT WHAT happened over the week with me.
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You can dream, create, design and build the most wonderful place in the world, but it requires people to make the dream a reality.~Walt Disney
~Icon Edited by =MarticusProductions
~It's like a tanktop!
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You can dream, create, design and build the most wonderful place in the world, but it requires people to make the dream a reality.~Walt Disney
~Icon Edited by =MarticusProductions
~It's like a tanktop!
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